Broken

A loss is a loss, but when it's said and done
Losing you is a pain unlike anyone
Or anything I've ever felt in my nightmares
I'm all out of tears from facing my worst fears

I lived a life without you before I met you
You dragged me out of hell and all the torture I went through
You tended to my wounds, you made sure I felt safe
Blessed me with your grace, I was whole in your embrace

Looking at your face helped bring me back to life
From the brink of destruction, saw my future in your eyes
I never would have thought that I would come to see the day
When I would wake up in my bed just to see you walk away

We built a life from nothing, now it's crumbling down
The walls holding me up are coming tumbling to the ground
I'm standing there alone in the ruins of my existence
My life is leaving with you out in the distance

I've been down in hell, I can taste the ashes
You saved me from the torment of knowing all my past sins
Your love kept me floating, without you I'm sinking
Down at the bottom of the bottles I'm drinking

You kept me whole, without you I'm broken
You were my oxygen, without you I'm choking
You were the one, you made me better
You are my love, now and forever

I still see your face everywhere that I turn to
I knew that I was right when I said I don't deserve you
But I never thought that it would end like this
I would kill for one more kiss

Give me just a minute, just a second with us
Let me rest my head in your lap, I can't adjust
To life without you, I just miss being a duo
I don't know what to do, I can hardly move so

I'm staring at the wall, trying not to break to pieces
But I'm already broken, there is no way to heal this
There is no way to fix this, you're gone and I can't take it
My pain was put to sleep, but this really did wake it

It's worse than before you since I had you and lost you
The love of my life, I don't know where you've gone to
I have no fight in me, can't put up a resistance
Ever since I lost you, you're gone in the distance

I've been down in hell, I can taste the ashes
You saved me from the torment of knowing all my past sins
Your love kept me floating, without you I'm sinking
Down at the bottom of the bottles I'm drinking

You kept me whole, without you I'm broken
You were my oxygen, without you I'm choking
You were the one, you made me better
You are my love, now and forever

Every night I dream of you and me together
My future in your hands, I can't imagine nothing better
And every morning I wake up to see you're not there
I'm haunted by your memory, it's really not fair

How could you just leave me when I needed you the most?
You saved me like an angel, now I'm plagued by your ghost
I'm stuck with no hope and no light in my soul
I'm lonely and I'm cold and I'm losing control

You said we had a future together, what went wrong?
I did my best to give you everything all along
I did my best to show you that I love you every day
And yet it seems that my best wasn't enough to make you stay

I guess I wasn't good enough or maybe I just changed
To something that you didn't want, now all I feel is pain
I guess our love was fleeting, I blinked and I missed it
And now we're lost in space somewhere out in the distance

I've been down in hell, I can taste the ashes
You saved me from the torment of knowing all my past sins
Your love kept me floating, without you I'm sinking
Down at the bottom of the bottles I'm drinking

You kept me whole, without you I'm broken
You were my oxygen, without you I'm choking
You were the one, you made me better
You are my love, now and forever