Closer (Freestyle)

I felt it was an appropriate time to go 'head and talk my shit

Look
Time ain't never been on my side
My schedule just make the music and the school shit collide
Procrastination is dangerous cause you do or you die
I look through all of these names and there ain't one to confide
I heard it's better to live than just to live to survive
Becoming in love with loneliness is hard to describe
When bitches who said they'd never leave just leave you behind
Then try to come back to life, no it's too late to revive
Oh you never seen the text
Well it's too late to reply
Should I keep you in my life
Man it's too late to decide
You'd rather cut communication than accept you make mistakes
And that shit telling, but really it's just too late to revise
You see you made yo bed and now you paying the price
Thought there'd never come a day where I'd be saying goodbye
And to think them were the days when I would take your advice
And to think it was a waste to turn away from my pride

Huh

Moving cross country, damn I thought I was grown
And the world is so cold when you in it alone
Thank God for Valerie for picking up the phone
When we crashed into the pillar and my life was almost gone
I was in shock, just dialing my own phone
Seven states away from home
Now tell me, who would've known
That tragedy behind me
I prayed the Lord would find me
And bring me back to my momma in Cali
to sing this song, like

Uh
Would you agree
It's been a long time coming,
this thing between you me
I gotta
let it go
Wish I could let you know
That I only trip hard cause I care
you don't see that
You think I'm tryna be malicious or something
I think you need to pay attention to something
You think I'm being malicious and shit
Swear that I'm getting too big for this shit
Yeah

Maybe I'm getting too grown to care for grown niggas
Unfamiliar with being there for they own niggas
It's ringing but they still ain't picking up the phone niggas
Who come around when you got tree like they some gold diggers

Who roll swishers
They all bitter
They all triggered
They all quitters
It all figures
We all differ
We all sinners
We all sicker than we'd like to admit
Than we like to resist

It's niggas telling me that I ain't Oakland enough
And my ego telling me that I ain't focused enough
I been sober for some days, I ain't been smoking enough
And the Lord be testing me, guess I ain't broken enough
And my girl be telling me that I ain't open enough
Ion do it just for me, I swear the moment's for us
Ion do it just for me, I swear the moment's for life
And I pray it ain't in vain if it's all over tonight
Tell me how you look me straight up in my face and then lie
How you speak behind my back but then you see me and smile
How you faker than the shit that's popping up on the news
How you slippin' with decisions? One day you gotta choose
Is you still gon' be a bitch
is you gon' lace up yo shoes
Is you wilding for likes
Is you hype for the views
Damn
Sad cases. Look at our generation
And the younger generation
Ion know if I can take it
Bringing angels in the world just to steer them wrong
Yeah they learning all the words to the famous songs
They be struggling
They don't know they belong
They be hustling
They make sure they money long
They be suffering
Hiding what they feel inside
They be doubling
Contemplating suicide
Say they dangerous
Why they always scrutinize
They no different than you and I
Look
I think what they needing is direction
I think we be sleeping on affection
I think that needing some connection
All they really needing is correction
We can't be the ones that be neglecting
Remember when we was adolescents
Honestly they needing some protection
Honestly we need to be reflecting
Honestly we need to make some changes
We could change the pages
We could rearrange it
Damn