25 Cents for a Stamp

To whom it may concern
I hope this letter finds you well
How you doing I hope you good
As for me I'm doing better
But if you saw me right now then you wouldn't be able to tell
But this ain't me I swear to God I don't know this mother fucker
I hate the guts that he ain't got someone order me a spleen
So to whom it may concern I'm sorry I'm not in control of me
I'm sorry you couldn't meet me before 2014
That's when I took a sharp turn down a back road
Following a for rent sign
Just lost my home I needed security
But it was a turn for the worst
It turns out I made the wrong turn That's when I met the demons that took my mind and Throw away the key They've done yanked so many wires
Changing circuits trying to break me
But they said that they could make me not feel shit
If be invincible the offer was enticing so I took it
Now I don't know how to act like who I used to be
My baby mama saw me change so she decided to do it
But the only thing she changed was my name back to dick head in her contacts
And I never saw it coming
We would definitely a pair just wasn't a pair of contacts
I can't believe how many years have gone by since we last shared a meal no gourmet
I was like mac and cheese
But she wanted Bobby flay
Damn I got a problem I still miss that hoe today Bruh What the fuck is wrong with me
So to whom it may concern
I'm confused
I'm a bum
I just use everybody
So if you hate me it makes sense Don't worry about it
Cuz Id hate to drag you down with me like scratching on the 8 ball in the corner pocket
Who the fuck gonna like a man that's 24
Ain't got his kid
With mental issues
And depression
And a drug problem
Can't afford a phone so I've written you a letter
And I know they worried
Please tell my family I'm straight but this is why I never called them

So to whom it may concern
I hope this letter finds you well
How you doing Hope you're good As for me I've
Just been doing drugs
Don't give a fuck about a thing
Just want to be high
So to whom it may concern
I hope this letter finds you well how you doing Hope you good As for me I've
Been wanting some help
Cuz I really want to change
And I think you see why

So the whom it may concern I
Can't keep living like I ain't got a reason to live
Cuz I got a daughter and she's four Growing up without her daddy And her mother fucking mama
Isn't that some shit
And it kills me just to think about
What she thinks about it
When the two people she loved the most and needed every day just disappeared
Cuz they both want to be selfish
And both of them have a fear of
Responsibility
Someone needs to kill me for breaking this girl's heart
She probably thinks it's her
Probably thinks that we don't love her
Probably thinks that she's the reason we're not together eating supper but she's
Perfect I'm just a mother fucking dick that don't deserve her
What could she have ever done to God for him to give her to me
I wouldn't even want that shit to happen to an enemy
So to whom it may concern
If something was to happen and I was to die soon
The only pleasure I would get is it wouldn't hurt her too much
because she never needs to be broken relying on a crutch like me
So to whom it may concern
If something was to happen For some reason I didn't come home
When they put me in a grave
Better make sure they engrave
Ethan was a piece of shit
On top of my stone
The last time that I saw her she looked me dead in my face and told me
Daddy you don't even know me
I told her baby I know everything about you
But she's right I ain't been around
And she's been growing up
So to whom it may concern this the year she started preschool
But I haven't met none of her teachers
Haven't seen her in her class
And it breaks me down everyday my nose isn't full of glass

So to whom it may concern
I hope this letter finds you well
How you doing Hope you're good As for me I've
Just been doing drugs
Don't give a fuck about a thing
Just want to be high
So to whom it may concern
I hope this letter finds you well how you doing Hope you good As for me I've
Been wanting some help
Cuz I really want to change
And I think you see why