Waiting for Death

I wish you can see the pain in my head
The times I have bled waiting for death
In this zoo with humans in debt
These human they feed these human they beg
There's scars on my wrist cause they got in my mind
They convinced me to get a hold of my knife
And see how much blood would come out in the light
I smoked a whole pound to go out when I'm high
No one in this world would cry if i die
Why would they cry i was never in their life
She showed me the world when she looked in my eyes
The mountains the birds the oceans of earth
She was my baby and I was her curse
I'm walking this road I'm all by myself
I'm going through hell I'm living it well
But the thought of her touch just isn't enough

I miss her at night when I scream in the dark
When I walk in my sleep when I wake when I fall
I see her in my dreams singing my songs
She's biting her lips she's making me numb
I'll make her go limp and her heart start to run
If you want me to die then pass me the gun
Tell me the truth why did you leave
You told me you would kill the evil in me
But I'm spending all my money in weed
You said to choke you and make you bleed
I don't know how to love I don't know how to live
I just want to die I don't want to exist
Send me the drugs from the bottomless pit
I want to die in the oceans abyss
I'm angry again I want to kill of them
Voices again pretending theyre friends
They'll be there till the end till the day I forget
I'm burning myself with every hit that I take
Inhaling it all to correct my mistakes
But there isn't any luck I'm craving her taste
The way that she talked she expanded my brain
Next time I see her I'll fuck her in flames
I wish you can see the pain in my head
The times I have bled waiting
For death