Love Sick

I feel like I gave my all
So I can argue with ya
I feel I can't even call
Cus I keep startin' with ya
I feel like if you leave me
Then I won't start to miss ya
I feel like heavy been weighing
On my conscious
It's a
Feeling I ain't really tryna get too honest with ya
Cus I say how I feel
And you say I ain't honored of it
Like I'm bullshitting playin victim
Causing these problems with ya
Tell me how I'm stupid
I ain't go to college with ya
How I almost dropped out months before you called my teachers
Told them how I'm late cus I ain't have no casa to sleep
Workin 60 hours makes it hard that I can't keep up
I done tried and tried but shit sometimes just know I give up

Hope you know that I ain't wanna give up
But shit just hits the fan and I start feeling winded
Tables turn and bridges burn
And this ain't no lil riddle
I can't feel no pity
How you treat me
Is how you get it

I feel like your guilty conscious
Is goin haunt you constant
I feel like those missing calls
Inside your log reminds ya
Of how I always put you first
Forgot my worth
Without it
People closest do you wrong
With no remorse inside em

Even tho you're gone I still think 'bout you
I mean what am I supposed to do
You was by my side since I was just a youth
I just lost the person I ain't think I'd lose

I feel like this song goin tell it all I promise
I ain't one to show I'm hurt
But fuck it i can't hide it
I'd be lying if I stood beside ya and play kindly
Sucks to feel like fuck you
Since we've fucked without a condom
I really looked at you like wifey not no baby momma
I treat you like you asked said fuck your past
Your future's brighter
You showed your ass I wanted passion
Was that life depriving?
You make it feel like you can't help and that don't keep me riding
You told me open up
World looks to fuck but you ain't like em
Broken promises and childish shit like blocking attempts
Of texts & pulling up
1:Fifty-sum
Outside of your crib
Now I can't see myself replying if you say that you sick

That love left me throwing up
I can't go through it again
I put my all in all I love
You all I had to begin
I wish I called you out before it had to get like this
I broke it off but girl I miss
I swear I'm so love sick