What It Means

This is, one of the toughest things
(Feels like my head is crowded)
So, imma tell you
Just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)
Misfits, that have had enough vivid dreams
(Everyone will doubt it)
It's finally time to tell you just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)

Aye, how ya been
Great, where do I begin
Wait, better question when did weight start holding down my chin
Hate needing to pretend
I'm something that I've never been
"It's nothin"
Just to keep some peace I'm bluffin'
Wish I could release this clutchin' hand
But I can't
I was raised to be a man
So I put together plans
That way I could feed my fam
I know exactly who I am
Not to sure of where I'm at
Vivid dreams about my past
Nah I ain't ever goin' back
Facts have all of my attention
Man y'all know I'm on a mission
And I'm sure that your opinions
Stem from those toxic intentions
If they watchin' they diss 'em
If I'm stoppin' they miss 'em
They tried blockin' but I swish 'em
I am not who you envision,
Listen, switchin' who you are
Based on who you are around
Just so you can get a start
Maybe make it outcha town
Man I wish y'all make it up
As for me I have been down
Yeah the wait is surely tough
But one day I will be crowned

This is, one of the toughest things
(Feels like my head is crowded)
So, imma tell you
Just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)
Misfits, that have had enough vivid dreams
(Everyone will doubt it)
It's finally time to tell you just what it means
Just what it means, just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)

If you askin' what it means
Think like you had a dozen dreams
And mix that with some rugged genes
Then get tied by some puppet strings
Said this like the toughest thing
Everything ain't what it seems
But when it comes to this I'm sayin' it's as if I'm stuck with wings
Without the strength to flap 'em
And if you cannot fathom
Then just think outside the box for thoughts and drop a lock, spasms
Involuntary movements have turned into such a nuisance
They can't be tamed
My brain contains insane thoughts
'Bout to lose it
No I did not pick or choose this
I work with what's presented
Always feelin' weary whats it gonna take to end it
Tell me will it finish
Can I get some peace of mind
And it's funny 'cause I heard they wanna have a piece of mine
Yeah sure its cool
But it has no class or any school with lessons
I was stressin' all these questions and just guessin'
That if I could just make it through the day
I could find the words to say and make my way
Lord I pray
What it means

This is, one of the toughest things
(Feels like my head is crowded)
So, imma tell you
Just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)
Misfits, that have had enough vivid dreams
(Everyone will doubt it)
It's finally time to tell you just what it means
(Lemme tell you 'bout it)