AMH2

To whom it may concern, yeah

I want you to know that I'm not perfect
I'mma make sure that you feel worth it
But I feel worthless
I got a lot on my shoulders
But don't feel burdened
'Cause I got it, I'm walking
I'm thriving
I put on a smile when I'm not smiling
But I'll let you know when my soul feels like it's dying
I've been a victim to games
But I've been the gamer as well
I ain't nothing special
My faults often prevail
And I'm not saying that to justify the times I'll mess up
I think we all the same way, I just know I should 'fess up
Taking my time with you
Making these rhymes for you
This ain't nothing short term
I'm doing life with you
You gotta know it all
Prolly gonna be a know-it-all
When you pick up that phone and call
I don't know, I'd just drop it all
Tell me you're at
I'mma make my way to you
Nobody above my lady
You can trust me, I'm cool
I can be a lot
And I can be real loud
I'm hoping you can come through
And maybe balance me out
I've written songs about the people I've known
And been real close to
But never written anything for someone I don't know who
So this is cautionary
Kinda scary
Hope it finds you well
A letter to my future wife
Ain't holding back myself

And I know, and I know
This a lot from me
But I hope you know this, too
It's all my honesty

I'm in love with the music
Yeah, but I'm more in love with the Muse
And I'm more in love with the way it's used
And I hope that you find it cool
'Cause this my passion
Singing and then some rapping
Maybe you like to dance or your gymnastics is fantastic
I ain't sure
But I been praying for you
That He'd protect you and stuff
That He would keep you in tact
That He would bring me my love
That He would keep showing up
And hold you close to His chest
That He'd be giving you rest
That He would keep you from stress
And at the time that I write this, I have no clue who you are
This all a shot in the dark
I'm just revealing my scars
'Cause you should know 'bout the hurt
And you should know what I'm made of
'Cause I can come across happy
But I'm like not okay
I've been hidden
Been sinning
Just got through with an addiction
I struggle with fact and fiction
I struggle with why I'm given
What I have
Like, God, please take it back
I'm undeserving
But learning that He's equipped me to
Burn all my inhibitions
And I'm gifted for the sake of His glory
And so are you, and I should let you know I plan on equipping
Us both together to fight for His name
If He says stop it, I'm game
Snip all the speakers and wires
Bury my name
I'm saying

And I know, and I know
This a lot from me
But I hope you know this, too
It's all my honesty
There's nothing I can do
But bare my all
What you want from me?
It's all my honesty