Forty Six & 2

Join in my, join in my child,
And listen, I've been digging through my old numb shadow

My shadow's
Shedding skin
I've been picking
Scabs again
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes coming down
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow
My shadow

Change is coming through my shadow
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again

Join in my
Join in my child
My shadow moves
Closer to meaning

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic insecure delusions

I wanna feel the change consume me
Feel the outside turning in
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured in
My shadow
My shadow

Change is coming
Now is my time
Listen to my muscle memory
Contemplate what I've been clinging to
Forty-six & 2 ahead of me

I choose to live and to grow
Take and give and to move
Learn and love and to cry
Kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie
Hate and fear and to do
What it takes to move through

I choose to live and to lie
Kill and give and to die
Learn and love and to do
What it takes to step through

See my shadow changing
Stretching up and over me
Soften this old armor
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow
Coming out the other side
Step into the shadow
Forty-six & 2 are just ahead of me