Ride the Wave

I'm stuck in this moment
Of waiting when it'll be the next
Next bomb to go off
Inside my head

But I just wish I could breathe
And know that I'll survive
But then my mind gets hazy
It takes a sudden dive

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found

On and on I go
Second guessing decisions I can't change
And I always look back
Before I get to turn the page

And I know that I can breathe
And that I'm still alive
But then my mind gets cloudy
It takes a sudden dive

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found

It keeps on haunting me
All the moments that could have ended better
Imagine where I could be
If only I tried harder

Can only go forward
Otherwise, you'll lose to yourself
Yeah, yeah, yeah

And I'm not under my control
It's bearing down into my soul
I need to hold on to reality
Before these feelings bury me

On my shoulders is all this weight
And it's time to ride the wave
Until it takes me safely back to shore
And I don't feel it anymore

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found

And the water's shifting 'round
Waiting for it to pull me down
And the light can't even reach the ground
And I will never be found