Maelstrom

I got parasites that crawl into my eyes at night
They show me
Broken lights that shine off broken glass through time
Even if I see the cracks
Misty mirages they still lie to me
And I don't have the courage just to ask

If I was ever real
Am I the misty wind that passes by
Was I ever real
Am I the misty wind that passes by
If I was ever real
Am I the misty wind that passes by

I was gonna stay

I was gonna stay

What do I do when I wake up from a dream
Where I lived through 9 months or it seemed
Woke up just to live life feeling like a ghost
Does it make it better if I'm diagnosed
Hallelujah to a sense of self
I have spent lifetimes eons by myself
Staring at the flashing light neon sign that spelled
"Time left the group chat"
Might as well take the time to realize
I was gonna stay but I didn't
I was gonna stay but the
Hours didn't pay
I was gonna stay but I couldn't
I was gonna stay
I had so much to say
I left the party early cause I couldn't
Stand to see you walk away
I haven't even met you yet
I was gonna stay but I didn't know
You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time

You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time
You could've left the whole time

I was gonna stay



Credits
Writer(s): Benji Jung
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