C.G.O.Y

I spent years looking through crowds just for your face
And I thought it was love I must be mistaken cause I
Had a hard fall, but I still
Still think of all the times when we kicked it
But I stop myself I know I must be trippin
Cause I couldn't walk no more
I was forced to crawl

But you know I, as hard as I try
Nights I still cry
Thinking of your lies
And I just can't get over you
Days like this I, I close my eyes
Dream of your smile
And I know it ain't right
But I just can't get over you

There are a million truths that lie beneath these melodies
But nothing hurts worse than the lies you've said to me
How many nights did I lay in bed and think of you
How many nights did I tell all my friends I'd die for you
Fuck waiting I'll be sitting anticipating, hesitating, contemplating
Why I wasted all this time
I know I'm a fool for the this
But you know I'd never put you through this
Maybe this is just how we say goodbye

But you know I, as hard as I try
Nights I still cry
Thinking of your lies
And I just can't get over you
Days like this I, I close my eyes
Dream of your smile
And I know it ain't right
But I just can't get over you