It's Over (feat. Pamela)

I been thinkin about the days
Back when I had all these friends
Where the fuck are they at now
When I need a helping hand
Help me get out of this hole
Diggin myself out of control
Man, I'm fuckin up my life
And I'm bout to to lose it all
I wait around no way around
This thing I hate myself
And everyday and everything
Just makes me think of death
Suicidal in my sleep
Self destructive when I wake
Contemplate it every second
But I haven't found a way
The trey is filled with ashes
Now my lungs are out of breath
Cuz I'm smoking constantly
I can't deal with all this stress
I'm just tryin to escape
Afraid I'm not gonna make it out
My life is meaningless
And I don't have a single doubt
Not a single so called friend
Is gonna miss me when I'm gone
No roses at my funeral
Not even a tear will fall
If I don't give a fuck about my life
Then why should they
I got a pistol in my hand
I wanna blow myself away

It's over
I'm out my mind
I'm over
This life of mine
Over
I'm done with tryin
I'm over
I'm out of time

What's the point of livin
If we all just live to die
I been tryin to survive
But I'm already dead inside
I'm weighing all the options
Pills a pistol or a noose
What's the point of tryin
When I know I'm gonna lose
I'm so over all the bullshit
All the pain and the hurt
It's supposed to make me feel alive
But I don't think it works
And I know I'm not the first
To have these fucked up thoughts in mind
Yea my world's about to crash
And it's only a matter of time
Fucked up state of mind
But I don't know another way
So when you look at me
I put this happy mask upon my face
And you fall for it everytime
Just hoping you don't see
The pressure on my chest
About to be the end of me
And the saddest part of all
Is that I know I'm not alone
I just shut em out in purpose
So they don't even know
That I'm thinkin about the end
Everytime I turn around
I'm losing my mind
I could end it now

It's over
I'm out my mind
I'm over
This life of mine
Over
I'm done with tryin
I'm over
I'm out of time
It's over
I'm out my mind
I'm over
This life of mine
Over
I'm done with tryin
I'm over
I'm out of time
It's over
I'm out my mind
I'm over
This life of mine
Over
I'm done with tryin
I'm over
I'm out of time



Credits
Writer(s): Charles Weir
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