Point of No Return

Yeah
I put my hand up
I put my

I put my hand out
Thinkin' you would
Pull me up
Yuh yuh
I ain't seen the sky
Since you pushed me
Down and outta your reach
I tried to give up
Who I was but it's almost
Like you want me stuck
I might be at the
Point of no return
for the remainder of
My life
My life my

How you gonna claim to
Know me
When you won't even
Get to know me
Like an in cell hold me
To a standard double those
Who stole me
Blow me up
Just to burst my bubble
Inflated sense of self worth
What use is the shovel that
You tossed me when you
Dropped me in a dirt hole
To dig up my old hurt
My whole earth revolve
Around a me that lingers
But I cannot relearn
The sympathy
I'm permanently germ
Firm believer as I squirm
They find humor in my
Personal life
It's what I deserve
Let he with sin be stoned
It's a perk consistency in
Being shitty at admitting
Teamwork makes you stronger
Earns
Wonder if my purpose served
As comic relief expires
Or will it only reaffirm
I've tired everyone's concern

Somethin' missin'
Maybe this is God's plan
Sometimes I wish
I was unresponsive
God I'm helpless
I need your assistance
Surely there are
Plenty other options
I put my

I put my hand out
Thinkin' you would
Pull me up
Yuh yuh
I ain't seen the sky
Since you pushed me
Down and outta your reach
I tried to give up
Who I was but it's almost
Like you want me stuck
I might be at the
Point of no return
For the remainder of
My life
My life my

Fleeting time like
It can't run out fast enough
I wind up repeating myself
To prove I don't lie
Or do I prove myself
By blurring truth with
Subtle lies
When I'm troubled
By what's bugging me
I wind up spilling my
Guts
Like the lord of flies
My buzz is also my demise
Dylan have you seen the rug
I'm swatting at the light
While it's on my mind
Have I told you today
You're mine
So ill I commit suicide
By shooting myself twice
In the head
One shot for my self esteem
The other for my parasite
It's alive and well
Me I'm dead inside
Host cell with a vacant hotel
Hostile spirits congregate
To excavate my conscious state
And put prostrate me
In its place

Missin'
Maybe this is God's plan
Sometimes I wish
I was unresponsive
God I'm helpless
I need your assistance
Surely there are
Plenty other options
I put my

I put my hand out
Thinkin' you would
Pull me up
Yuh yuh
I ain't seen the sky
Since you pushed me
Down and outta your reach
I tried to give up
Who I was but its almost
Like you want me stuck
I might be at the
Point of no return
For the remainder of
My life
My life my

I put my hand out
Thinkin' you would
Pull me up
Yuh yuh
I ain't seen the sky
Since you pushed me
Down and outta your reach
I tried to give up
Who I was but its almost
Like you want me stuck
I might be at the
Point of no return
For the remainder of
My life
My life my