Heavy Pity

I can not explain why I feel this way
Maybe because I lost you
And you wont be back no more

Them windmills on the hill
The cold blood prairie lies still
And my feelings spin so often
(When the morning hit, my head is ill
After I put my jacket on
I have to feed the cattle
I'm working for these rich gentlemen
My baby is gone and I'm dying to hold her

I'm a distinctive snake, a trapped boy
I killed so many people,
Never axed for their name, didn't say farewell
No sleep, I still hear the tears of their mothers
This is the world I discovered, my fate's uncovered
I regret what I did, I regret what I did
I ain't got no records to play, no internet
I can't send no text, my phone's been dead
For the five long years thats how it is
I got two and a half poems for you
Carved in my bed
Now so many folks there, crash on your shoulder
Bite your neck, break my name in the air

Heavy pity
Destroys me
I'll never come back
Heavy pity
Destroys me
This fire got me thinking late in night
Heavy pity destroys me
I need to stay sane through these nights

I can not explain why I feel this way
Maybe because I lost you
And you wont be back no more