Jack Vs Mad Jack

Do you remember when your soul first started to slip away

I remember it got dark on a sunny day
The shadows kept pulling pulling pulling me
Telling me it's okay to sleep
Couldn't tell if I could see the light
Living to die is such a fight
That pain in the night
The blue in the skies
Like bruised all your life
Are you choosing this life
Do good or do right
Not the same thing just the black mans plight
30 To 2 give a breath or crack your side
How much love will I get if I close my eyes
No biggie just ready to die
Sky might fall but I'll be alright
Some how people stay ready to fight
Just want peace just need love
I don't even understand how to grief
That's why I often just turn inwardly
Thoughts on my mind as I explore my chi
Only opponent is me going against me
Hate building up for the irony
Anger just shooting right out of me
Keep challenging me if you feel dumb
My raw emotions is what they run from
Been ridiculed forever but I wont succumb
My only question now is who else wants some

See I've always struggled with my raw emotions and my raw impulse.
But I think that I'm imperfectly fine Because you know
Darkness without light is an abyss
You know
And light with darkness is blinding
The ying and the yang
The good and the bad
I feel like I live that everyday

Just feel angry without no peace
Blood shot eyes can't seem to sleep
Up late with monsters living my dream
Wanted yeah posters come and find me
Used to be the man now I'm a carbon copy
Life on ice just hitting hard as hockey
Hand on my kitana who gon stop me
I'm you you're me
How'd you forgot about me
Son of the evil part of my subconscious
Suppressing this anger is so toxic
Better face your reality of your problems
Or when I appear I won't stop them
I'm the truest form of you
The one that you hide cuz they told you too
The gleam in your eye makes you vulnerable
Can't be whole if you're split in two
I'm rubber your glue everything sticks to you
Can't run away from what is the truth
Inner demon battles what's left to prove
Get over yourself I'm not here to soothe
Decisions already made you can't beg and choose
In the mirror fighting myself I can't lose

Ironically
Wholeheartedly
And Honestly
It's the whole parts of me
I conscious think
That I'm free falling
I pieced myself together
And kept fighting
Just love yourself
Who you confide in
Fear is a caged up lion
Never gonna lose if you're always trying
Heal yourself on the road to guidance



Credits
Writer(s): Demetrius Scott
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