Fear of Flying

My every dream makes into a black balloon
And I just leave them laying here to fill the room
I'm careful, don't want to break them
But it's hard

I wish to tell you how I slept through all my life
Waiting for letters that will make me back and leave
I couldn't do this anyway, but
I'm too proud to admit it

Though and trust me in saying,
Now, I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm still not quite there
Still not quite there

I eat my everyday without a pinch of spice
I keep my head down so I don't look at the blooms (?)
I got nothing to lose, but
What about my heart?
What about my heart?
Heart [x6]

Though and trust me in saying,
Now, I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm still not quite there

And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
All falls on my...
And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
Isn't that the best excuse?

I'm not admissive (?) cause it's how I chose to live
I'm not predaceous (sp?), have not guts to choose again
It could all change in the blink of an eye
But that's the reason why it will never change

Though and trust me in saying,
I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm always so scared of flying

All falls on my...
And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
All falls on my...
On my head...