When I Wake Up

I say things just to say them sometimes
These days it's hard for me to trust a voice that ain't mine
That liquor with a lil lime
Got me spilling secrets
Floating digits in my head
Got her number but I can't call
Why do we rise if we fall?
Make promises we can't keep
Shrug it off and say it ain't deep
It keeps me up nights
Just let it die let it die
Sit back and wait for the high
It'll all come through in due time
Or shit man, maybe it won't
Memories like salt on a wound
Just let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine (Fine, let it die)

Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Just let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine

I struggle to find the rubric
Unanswered calls and blue ticks
People that love you then don't
Shit cuts you straight to the bone
When is a house not a home?
One is brick, one is soul
When is lonely not alone?
See I just wonder sometimes
I let it out when I rhyme
There's nothing left but to write
Sit back fade into the night
Nothing's as black and as white
It's all been grey for a minute
I take my L and I keep it
Just let it die let it die
Sit back and wait for the high
Sometimes I cry and I cry
When I wake up I'll be fine
Sometimes I cry and I cry
When I wake up I'll be fine

Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine
Just let it die let it die
When I wake up I'll be fine