Severe Loss

If we arrive and nothing happens after death
Death therefore is not a problem
Life is the problem
The problem is that without God and without a promise of an eternal existence after death
Life appears to be an emergency
It's a long emergency for many of us but it is an emergency

I've felt the burden of life
And survived some dark times
I've killed myself in my mind
Most days there is no light

Why can't I seem to find
Comfort in the divine
When everyone I love
Just fucking dies

Why can't I seem to find a safer place locked inside my mind
No sense searching for hope
Faced that reality long ago
My heart's become so cold
Without you I'm so alone
Broken and shackled in Hell
Anxiety in a hollow shell

Sometimes I fight this distress

Holy kiss of death
One day I'll be blessed

Too many times I've lied
And told all of you that I'm alright
I've found comfort in time
Knowing that I'm dying inside
Searching for a guiding light
Let go of hope
Accept Demise
Faced the reality long ago
You get what you get and you reap what you sow

I feel this loss
Inside my mind

God, these are dark times

I feel this loss
I've been so broken



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Bond
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