I Asked to the Wishing Well for Answers and I Only Got Riddles

Whatever it was the reason my whole myself was into a slipspace traveling-quake kind of
I was wondering if it's clear as i could get or am i waiting for something more... tragic?
Of course i realize that was the nerves i had about the first reaction i'm about to discover
But deep inside i hoped for a situation just like the one i'm in
And walking around felt so... satisfying, why do i ask for something that's not here?
Immediately, just like placing hand to the unknown
Where the nothingness makes you pray for a small spark o light
Just less than 1 second i was in the experience of the full fourth chapter
Of what i'll call "consciousness evolution"
Just to drop any chance i ever had
Back home with head down low to finally lay in bed waiting for a new day
The funny thing set in motion is, clearly, the exact time
But not the exact place but it took one thought to step to side, faster than any word left to say

That was the moment when the last trip sucked me up
Just like a black whole does with light, separating every situation stuck in my head
From the reality my eyes and my sense had the pleasure to own
It ends, eventually, but never too fast to tell to myself
I've been in touch of the third monolith someone had me the will to give me the chance to live

Either way, i'm still with doubts
No matter what, the question remains over every single bit of what i'd call "ours"
Even for that moment when i couldn't realize the nature of what we've been there
A half way wrong pushing myself to go backwards 'cause you were not able to say it
Until you refuse to accept it
You needed to someone spit the truth in order of my quiet state
Right in the moment when the song told "just kiss her"

Recently every part of my being assumed this movielike scene
As one of the most romantic times in my life spent
But there was a constant whisper around my neck tied up tight really fucking loud
I miss her
I want her
Even if i don't see her, i impulse myself to create an instance where you were here so
I feel her
But i didn't ask for...
I didn't meant to like you

And once i got close to the voice in my void, it emerged an endless feel of safety
Like I could get a breakthrough and still know where i'm into
Or time when everything i love is gone, your hand'll be a place where i can hold strong
I pray when the towers seems taller, that amazing set of eyes rise me

I don't mind traveling sometime to space, i won't go anyway
Instead i can see the whole universe through that messy hair
The elder will look back and yearn as we go late at night for a secret ride

Did you find yourself in a mix of waves or is it only me
Who's hearing beautiful sounds every time you dream?
Cause i do...

Cause you are the sounds i want to flirt with.