Happy Again

I'm talking to myself while out again
I'm in another argument with the voice inside my head
It's got me ruling out trips taken in the unknown
Shutting out texts comin' in on my phone
Another day is wasted I'm checked out for the night

I wish my friends knew that this is not the way I am
But I've got a bad habit of getting in my head
So I call you up because I need you
I'm losing it don't know what to do
You pick up and ask me why I'm down
So I say

I can't tell you
Why I get this way
But I just wanna
Be alright in the end
And I may push away but
Best believe I'll stay put
I hope tomorrow
I'll be happy again

Ya tell me to stop
Relax and breathe
You won't hang up
Until I believe
That I am not worthless
At all
You say you know that
I got issues
But life goes on
And it won't miss you
Ya gotta shoulder the pain
And carry on, you're strong

Be open to those around you
Cuz odds are you are not alone
You've gotta break your isolation
And find the place that you call home

I can't tell if
This will ever change but
I think I will be alright
In the end
While I'm still afraid
I'll listen to what you say
And try for tomorrow
To be happy again

There will be times
When my demons take their toll
Will they fade away?
This, I'll never know
If I'm awake and not out living
I'll become the walking dead
So I'll push back against depression
Cuz it has no place in my head

I can tell that
There will come a day
When this will never hinder
My life again
I will work each day
And remember why I stay
Cuz I will be
Happy again