Thoughts

And as we approaching the end of the summer
I haven't been doing much
Just writing my friends losing touch
Whenever we chill
Ain't a lot just a couple of us
But it ain't the same as it was
Like showing up late interrupting class like we care
All them people ain't fuckin with us
But I never changed for no one
I followed my dream til it's a reality here
And I knew that one day it would come and music
It gave me the hope I need
Everyday just to cope anxiety fears
Everyone that I knew growing up
It's college or working a bunch
Society turned them to clones
And I don't know where I'ma go
Cuz I know I'm worth so much more
Than jobs as a clerk at a store
With bosses who lurk over shoulders
Why you seem scared
To be different from the rest of the crowd
I told you they never accept me I accepted myself
And that's the difference
When you live for you or somebody else
Nobody gonna know what's best for you
Except you for now

And everyday start to feel the same
I can't remember bout a time it didn't feel this way (this way)
I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)
Don't worry bout me just do your thing (thing)
And if you feel alone I can relate
I used to think I was the only one but then it changed (changed)
Stay inside today (today)
It's like I waste my life away (away)

And when I say fuck this world
What I mean is just the people cuz they evil
But it seem so therapeutic by the trees
So I just visit frequently and speak of things I'm thinkin bout
It's just me the sea a breeze and creatures who all live around
Was I meant to be alone sometimes it feel so comfortable
No one to focus one but you
But other times it's not as cool
It's nothing new
The fuck is you doing just up in your room
And discussing your mood with nobody you just talking to you
What I've learned could seem so hard to teach
To people who was lost as me
And if you asked about it I don't know where I would start
You see you weren't meant to follow sheep
And people they will talk regardless of the shit you do
That's why I do the shit I want and keep away from it
And fuck the hate nothing that they even say
Should ever changed what you planned inside your brain fuck em
Don't wanna waste none the time that you got
It's up to you to pave the way and break up out of the spot you in

And everyday start to feel the same
I can't remember bout a time it didn't feel this way (this way)
I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)
Don't worry bout me just do your thing (thing)
And if you feel alone I can relate
I used to think I was the only one but then it changed (changed)
Stay inside today (today)
It's like I waste my life away (away)