Rapture

I wish I could start over, blank like a canvas
I'd paint a pretty picture, but I bet it wouldn't last
I'd find a way to ruin, all the beauty captured
Waiting for my sentence, waiting for the rapture

But nothing good will come, because I poison what is pure
Just a nobody-who will never find a cure

I can't reason with myself, I'll never make it back
The past is in the rear view, I'm always losing track
Where do I go, where do I go, where do I go from here
Where do I go, where do I go, where do I go from here

You always love to show me, just like everyone else
How well you think you know me, when you don't know yourself
I've lost all my patience, and forgotten laughter
Serving out my sentence, waiting for the rapture

But nothing good will come, because I poison what is pure
Just a nobody-who will never find a cure

I can't reason with myself, I'll never make it back
The past is in the rearview, I'm always losing track
Where do I go, where do I go, where do I go from here
As you disappear