Existential

I made the choice to go out this way
While fighting for my life
This journey is ending today
I'll find myself in the afterlife

Accepting who I've become
From all of my life choices
Where did these people come from
Why don't they have any voices

Not exactly sure what I should do
Just taking it day by day
Awakened daily right on cue
Finding it hard not to stray

Pay no attention to all the haters
They are just as lost as you
Life may not be satisfying
But it still has meaning that's true

Took a wrong turn somewhere
Feels like I lost my way
I know you are still out there
I'll keep looking night and day

I feel I've been driven to despair
When you said that you were leaving
I know you have your own free will
But I can't escape this grieving

We both live existential lives
But people can be so deceiving
Inside my love still thrives
So for now I'll just keep on breathing

Been down this path so many times
I always seem to lose my way
But had I not gone down this path
Things would be so different today

I'm so used to being so alone
Feeling trapped every day
For now I'm hanging up this phone
I'm finally feeling free to convey

I'm making my own choices
To help fulfill your dreams
I can still hear all these noises
Make them stop by any means

We both have come a long way
And now it's time to separate
It's time to go on to another day
It's time to accelerate

Pay no attention to all the haters
They are just as lost as you
Life may not be satisfying
But it still has meaning that's true

Took a wrong turn somewhere
Feels like I lost my way
I know you are still out there
I'll keep looking night and day



Credits
Writer(s): Jeremy Moore
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