I'm Him

Ion care if it was 20 a 10 5 or pennies
I needed a hand and you ain't have shit to give me
Somehow im the man and I don't know how I did it
So I just thank God yeah just thank God

All I remember was bullets flying blood spilling out kidneys
A soon to be man who everybody else envy
You wouldn't understand if you wasn't in this position
The fuck is you saying if you ain't gon ride for benji

All the sins I done did tend to keep me from my blessings
Karma comes so I bare arms gotta keep smith & weston
In the jungle where I'm brought up them bullets keep me protected
Say he want it we meeting up I wont go without my weapon

Single mother who ain't give up & did it all by her lonely
Watching her starve to stack it up probably what made me so hungry
Made a promise and gave it up & I got stamped with a warrant
On the run and now my choices got me trapped in a corner

In his eyes know you see lies
That he been told fa so long
Hard times had him discouraged
But you see he held on
Plenty homies that he done lost
That couldn't make it back home
Countless people who say they care but always left him alone

Reminiscing bout the decisions that he made in the past
Though its history they gon use that shit to label him last
In the kitchen swear he was whipping had it breaking like glass
Where he get just pay attention this the new breaking bad

Ion care if it was 20 a 10 5 or pennies
I needed a hand and you ain't have shit to give me
Somehow im the man and I don't know how i did it
So i just thank god

All I remember was bullets flying blood spilling out kidneys
A soon to be man who everybody else envy
You wouldn't understand if you wasn't in this position
The fuck is you saying if you ain't gon ride fa benji

They gon give you all the supplies you need to kill yourself
Cant speak about the pain you felt
So na you sipping lean
It got you merging the lane of death

I thought abusing drugs a help me cover up the pain I felt
Don't think kisses & hugs a be the only form of fame you felt

Some days when he ain't have no help
Some nights he couldn't sleep nowhere
Asked peeps to use the shower fa the days he had to be somewhere
He heard the opps was plotting called the gang they gotta meet somewhere

I pray they got AC cause what he blowing bound to heat the air

Plenty wishes & expectations he done lured inside the wishing well
In hopes to pull em out but when exactly they'll never tell
Don't ask him how he did it cause them secrets He'll never tell
They thought that he wasn't wit it till he filled the scene wit plenty shell