Fine.

I don't know
What to write 'bout
Thinking that you're gone
You up and left, simmer down
Never less, by myself
Learnt the lesson, kinda proud
Talking to people
The words, try to make it better, never helps
Permanented frown
Reflect
On where I've ended up when I spin around
Everything changed
You chose a path different ground
Had a way to make it easier but I never went and found
Headache I tried to drown
Never precedented
I've been in
Quite a down
Make a parent really proud
Daring you, end it now
Going off the rails
Murdering the train of thought that I that I crowned
Pray and never never never bow down
With my way, live around town, crash at your house
What's a couch to a sleeper with the alcohol proud?
But I still haven't found what I'm about nah
Relationships
If invective they affect you
But embracing it
The neck chills and bed thrills
They raise their hands
My head feels if I fence build
The prison ends
But bad deals and mad sales
Mistaking them
It's God I'm annoyed with
Could we not figure out to communicate before this?
I feel like I'm spiralling, tryna drown in vortex
Avoiding
The sore fists
That haunt Ben
And on this
Songs that I write: complaining with a chorus
In four minutes, there's passion sometimes in bored bits scattered
I forfeit
Any right to tell you bout the world it's
Not that clear to me, but I'll figure it out recording
And go sit
In an office like I'm God sent and iconic
More stressed, if I'm honest, in the mosh pit
Of the concert when the drop hits, and it's all in
Cause it's more big than I thought and
In the claustri
And the phobing
In the vast sea
That I'm caught in
And I can't see
I'm enfolded
But it must be
What I'm called in
Or else...
What's the content
What's important?
May be in a moment, though it scares me, your opponent
Here I got to
And me, with or without, you're God, still
Stop, man, the caring, it's not you
I try to believe you but I fear that it's not true
One day, if you keep it up, it'll cost you
Somebody out there prepares a lawsuit
Bearings you live by always seem to involve booze
It's me, the affected, you're tearing a hole through
Take prescriptions
To make me feel different
The weight that you release it still leaves an imprint
I'm amazed when inspirations change
And I've been in a space, but the days are instants
Got these questions, I must be a fighter
Looking back at memories, I never said I liked her
And love, well I never knew in the slightest
Thank you, next seems harsh but it's a valued reminder
Mm kinda
Come my way, uniter
Soulmate we'll find her
For now though, start grinding
Thanks, Society
Think this excites me?
Chemicals, violence
Fun then, and cried since
Not entirely
Does the studio style me
Inspired but difficult difference is tiring
Drugs make the light of it
Midnight supps. Vitamins
Every time and time again I can't say no, but invite em in
And I'm trying
Believe me, I'm trying
I'm in a different space, so I redid the styling
Working on my faith, my brain works on annihiling
I'm wrinkled and I'm stained, but all I can do's iron em
Need a hand to undefilement
Pull me up quick, I'll lean back when trial's in
Save me from my tendency to let him be devouring
You know I'm not fine
But I will be with you around again