In My Descent

I've been into hell and back
Somewhere along the way
A little hell in me
Came through
I'm nothing like an angel now
But I never tried to
Take you down
With me in
My fall

I was just looking for
A little bit of company
Misery loves a crowd
I never mean to trip you up
I didn't mean to use your love
I get no joy breaking a heart

But I've never claimed to be
Innocent
In my descent from the sky
Where I used to fly around
Until I was shot down
And with broken wings you know

I've done things
I never thought I could
And I've hurt the ones
I never thought I would

Sometimes I wonder
Who that was
Speaking like I've
Never done
I stooped so low with you
You know I really
Lost myself
Been a notch on
All their belts
I got the pictures too

Never been really loved
But any man I've ever touched
I'm wondering what that's like
I beg me to forgive
My past
I think of how I've come
So far
To rebuild all
You tore apart

But I've never claimed to be
Innocent
In my descent from the sky
Where I used to fly around
Until I was shot down
And with broken wings you know

I've done things
I never thought I could
And I've hurt the ones
I never thought I would

And the devil in me's saying
Fuck everything
Who cares who you hurt when
Everything is hurting
But the angels they circle
They won't let me go
And I feel a heart grow
From the cracks in the stone

But I've never claimed to be
Innocent
In my descent from the sky
Where I used to fly around
Until I was shot down
And with broken wings you know

I've done things
I never thought I could
And I've hurt the ones
I never thought I would

You know I've done things
I never thought I could
And I've hurt the ones
I never thought I would

And I've hurt the ones
I never thought I would