Clutch!

Patience, practice and pennies, add em up til it's plentiful
Weed, water and wendys the only things that can get me thru
Used to depend on my friends but that just got toxic
I thank the Lord for my children, pray they know that I got em
Cause I been fighting depression, fighting the lows, I'm getting comfy
So familiar, I feel at home, I grew up hungry
I'm attracted to money
Cause life without it get ugly
I know it wont ever love me but I still cuff the cash
I got a Jones, accept the facts
I would rather see yall fat
Have yall living in abundance
Want for nothing, its nothing I wont do that
Aint nothing I wont do for you, I put that on your momma
So I try to keep it cool, cause that's your momma and I know she got ya
She need to know you need your father
Cause anything you lacking thats my fault, I'm sposed to be there to solve your problems
Damn it got me feeling guilty looking thru your albums
I had almost dropped the world, but you keep me grounded
Lately its been hard without you for me moving mountains
But I still put my back into it cause I know that you would be proud of me
The world be doubting me
I be doubting me
I know the Lord got me,
I just ask Him to watch my child for me
They all better watch out for me
I'm on the edge hanging by a thread
I'm just scaffolding
If a nigga this big fall, I'd probably break the gravity
So it's best for everybody, if I hold on
Just hold on
God tell me chill out boy go on
If this was too much for you
A long time ago it would been so long
And all the darkness you made it thru made you so strong
You right you right
And if a wall touch my back, its the fight of they life
Last time I spilled my soul got used against me in spite
Give you my truth
Got nothing to lose so I want you to try me
Got nothing to prove, I been knew I was almighty
But I'm just a man, so mistakes always find me
Give 200%, still somehow they find me
I do the best that I can, this aint me justifying
I aint got no excuse for times I don't see my kids
My BM bitter cause I told her that we better as friends
Aint no point in pointing fingers, it wont help make amends
See I'm the face you missing, so I'm the one that failed
But one day you gon need me, ima be right there
I know you need me on the daily but one day its gon be real
Your momma ain't gon have no one else to turn to
I told her bout my past and how my momma hurt too
Mo still wont admit it, so we hardly ever cool
Pops showed me that I'm supposed to make this life best for you
Now you going thru what I did really is incredible, truly unbelievable
I know you my son you wasn't sposed to be my sequel tho...

But ima let you in on a lil secret
I'm good and my pops my biggest homie
So when it hit the hardwood your pops gon turn to Kobe
Cause that's what my father taught me
I swear I'm not gonna let you down
I just want you to know that



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Writer(s): Ricardo Marshall
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