What's the Meaning?

Tryna figure out what's the meaning to this life
Take a chance & roll the dice

I be living like I'm dying
I might, be running out of time

So I got to do this right
While I'm still alive

If you wasn't by my side from the beginning
Don't you be here when I die, I don't fuck with that pretending

I want a lot of money, I don't care about no bitches
Wishing I could see the look on my angels face when I run into a million

Life way too short to be doing some shit that won't help add to my happiness
Them thoughts I be thinking about be controlling my mind all the time holy shit, I can't handle it

I can't stay still
Got to keep making these moves, I stay scrambling

I do what I do just to keep all my sanity
I gotta keep doing this for my family

Move wrong
I could never move wrong

Cut a lot of people off I had to move on
They was telling me I'd turn into a loser

I knew they was wrong
I just had to fuckin prove em

Tryna figure out what's the meaning to this life
Take a chance & roll the dice

I be living like I'm dying
I might, be running out of time

So I got to do this right
While I'm still alive

I been onto something now
I'm working too hard, I ain't fronting now

They staring at me all in public places
It's crazy nobody was knowing my name

Now they be asking for pictures
Take a flick with a fan when I go out to dinner

I can see all the bitches who switchin
All the same bitches who used to be dissin

I didn't fit it
Still a misfit

I'm too different from these rappers this ain't fiction
Hating on me, keep on hating I'm just livin

I'm only still a kid,
I stay patient I ain't trippin

Whats the meaning?
Must be a secret

Tryna figure out what's the meaning to this life
Take a chance & roll the dice

I be living like I'm dying
I might, be running out of time

So I got to do this right
While I'm still alive