Torn Inside

Currently 3 am in the morning in the studio
3 am part two
Y'all niggas know what's going on with me man
Baby i've been torn inside
Paranoid no I don't wana' die
But if I go i'm watching from the sky
Let's roll up a blunt and let's get high

My dawg got locked in 2017 I haven't seen him since
Hard headed since a jit so we go the shit again
Ima rock all by myself no ian never need no friends
I got my bruddas and my loyalty ridin' out to the end
Need to live so when we out you know we clutching on a pipe
Ian gone cap no need to lie I know im scared to lose my life
If they call then im gone come yea im slidin' that's wrong or right
Momma be stressing she don't know if ima come home every night

Baby i've been torn inside
Paranoid no I don't wana' die
But if I go i'm watching from the sky
Let's roll up a blunt and let's get high
You can hear the pain inside my voice when it's time to speak
Finger on the trigger when it's time it's either him or me
Cause baby i've been torn inside Paranoid no I don't wana die die

My life it's been turning in and out
Used to get evicted we was broke from house to house
I got snatched was in
Interrogation quiet was as a mouse
Take the charge for all my niggas never switching up the route
I used to have no dinner we ain't never had no food
Used to go to school and I was dressin' like a fool
If you was in that situation tell me what to do
Don't care bout' what you claim cause i'm still claiming that i'm woo
Ima make it out and start providing for my family
She told me when you leave the house at night that shit be scaring me
Member I got caught they had the strap said they was sparing me
Troll, they blitz the door lookin' for Glo they put em on his knees
Ion give a fuck won't let em' win won't never take a plea
Cousin he got 25 to life that shit was hard me
Watching momma cry made me go harder just so she can see
Hoe was never for me when we split guess it was meant to be
But ima keep on going wit dis' rap no i won't never stop
Used to fight for mines, used to get jumped for being from my block
But that shit made me stronger built for anything ain't need my pops
Bitch don't come around me when you see I made it to the top
You left as a kid won't even need you, you a fucking flop
Heard my momma scream when you would beat her so ima make you drop
Nigga ima snap and ima make you feel my pain
You ain't pick up the phone for no birthdays or no games no, no, no, no

Was never round, never helped, never even called
For no birthday's nun' of that shit No you was never around
That shit straight, ian need you den' ion need you now
Baby i've been torn inside Paranoid no I don't wana die
But if I go i'm watching from the sky
Let's roll up a blunt and let's get high

Hold up ian even done yet
Thinking bout my past man i try not to go crazy
Ima just pop a perc so it got me feeling lazy
Momma she know what I be doin' so she pray for my safety
Momma you don't have to worry i'm forever your baby ya, ya, ya

Momma know what I be doin' so she pray for my safety
But don't worry momma i'm forever your baby

Yea i'm forever your baby
You don't gotta worry i'm forever your baby