Krushed

Ima lucky nigga, but never found a clover
And if this love a drug, then a hate being sober
And we should act like grown ups
Instead of you making hold ups
But yet you texting niggas, niggas that no one have known of
Thought you was rocking with me, how could you break a bolder
I tried to take it lightly, you brought weight to my shoulders
And if I said I needed you, I trust you And believe in you
Calling for your rescue, don't even bother to show up

And matter fact you know what
You had me thought I lost it
Attention clogged up, no love was coming out your faucet
You went days without no texting, calling and no talking
I knew something was wrong, because this doesn't happen often
My chest was hurting
The thought of us label as perfect
I was for certain, our house was locked with no disturbance
And then I notice, I caught your ass opening curtains
What was your purpose, should've told me it wasn't working
You wasn't cheating? Really, cause I couldn't believe it
I thought you love me, you said it but you didn't mean it
How could you do this, couldn't make up another reason
You take it back, "Oh, sorry baby I didn't mean it"

You just wanted attention, attention at your service
And yea you got it, but you got it from another person
You could've told me, I know that I'll never be perfect
But fuck perfect, for certain knew that I was worth it

But was he worth it?
I held it down your anchor bitch

You didn't think nothing bout your relationship
Don't sugar coat it, sick and tired of the cake and shit
I'm constipated, don't know how I should take this shit

Heart pounding
Ears ringing
Alarms sounded
Paralyzed from the pain, start to hear loud sirens
Keep calm, couldn't after you start crying
Know you fucked up, even doh this is bad timing
Let you explain, got quiet with dead silence

Conscious up and my head, tell me to start riot
They told me love was expensive, told them I won't buy it
But yet I took her back because she stranded on my island
Was at the climax, falling back to the rising action
Back to the climax, moved on to the falling action
you still my baby
Fuck it, act like it never happened
It cracked my heart, I'll make it through miner fracture

I'll be ight, shit maybe I'll be ok
Might save this pain, saving for a rainy day
My love is rare, thoughts of it being locked away
Go with my flow either that or get cast away
I'm heated up, anger lit up the fire place
My head is fuck, still don't want you to walk away
This shit is tuff, left me without no words to say
Let me get tucked, maybe I'll sleep the pain away