Zen
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'd rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I know Patricia was a singer
Single mom with 2 babies
Her mama is her strength ain't seen her pops since the 80s
She work hard she used to want that bezel
All black Mercedes
But now she'd rather spend it all on Lil Mikey and Davey
You see a mother's intuition
It deserves its respect
Cuz my mama knew I'd make it
When I ain't bet on myself
Could blame the dealer for the feelings
Yeah the cards you was dealt
Or you could look at something realer
Make a change to yourself
They ask me what's the point
Ha, Lately I been really joints
And tryna plot like Mario
For ways that I can get the coins
Gotta keep going
I'm Tryna keep my vision tight
But honestly since they killed my uncle
I ain't sleeping right
Don't like to speak about it
Should I tell you my pain?
Should I show you all the tenants
Renting in rooms in my brain?
A boy searching for love
More Like a man who insane
But I ain't never quit a play
I know the rules to the game
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I swear i'm tryna keep the balance
They keep moving my weights
It's funny the way they talk
But then come smile in my face
More like a monster meditating
Tryna ward off the hate
Feel Like Bruce Banner
Tryna keep my hulk all up in his cage
It's funny how they cage my people
But then act like they friends
Politicians more like parasites
To all the black men
Masked up, these niggas
Fradualant they so Kylo Ren
But we gon see who gets they karma
When it comes to the end
So don't tread on me
Cuz I'm spitting with a sickness
I might need IV's
And If my papa is a pistol
I'm the new type three
Son of gun
Like the sun
I got a world wide reach
The world wide web got some spiders
If you look to deep
Where holy grounds and hollow points
Are now the same type things
I see you
Guru in training
I'll just master it all
So I'm never unprepared for when my destiny calls
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I was tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
That's what I said
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'd rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I know Patricia was a singer
Single mom with 2 babies
Her mama is her strength ain't seen her pops since the 80s
She work hard she used to want that bezel
All black Mercedes
But now she'd rather spend it all on Lil Mikey and Davey
You see a mother's intuition
It deserves its respect
Cuz my mama knew I'd make it
When I ain't bet on myself
Could blame the dealer for the feelings
Yeah the cards you was dealt
Or you could look at something realer
Make a change to yourself
They ask me what's the point
Ha, Lately I been really joints
And tryna plot like Mario
For ways that I can get the coins
Gotta keep going
I'm Tryna keep my vision tight
But honestly since they killed my uncle
I ain't sleeping right
Don't like to speak about it
Should I tell you my pain?
Should I show you all the tenants
Renting in rooms in my brain?
A boy searching for love
More Like a man who insane
But I ain't never quit a play
I know the rules to the game
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I swear i'm tryna keep the balance
They keep moving my weights
It's funny the way they talk
But then come smile in my face
More like a monster meditating
Tryna ward off the hate
Feel Like Bruce Banner
Tryna keep my hulk all up in his cage
It's funny how they cage my people
But then act like they friends
Politicians more like parasites
To all the black men
Masked up, these niggas
Fradualant they so Kylo Ren
But we gon see who gets they karma
When it comes to the end
So don't tread on me
Cuz I'm spitting with a sickness
I might need IV's
And If my papa is a pistol
I'm the new type three
Son of gun
Like the sun
I got a world wide reach
The world wide web got some spiders
If you look to deep
Where holy grounds and hollow points
Are now the same type things
I see you
Guru in training
I'll just master it all
So I'm never unprepared for when my destiny calls
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I was tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
Man I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
I'm just tryna find my zen
I don't wanna end up dead
I don't wanna end up broken
I'll rather live my life instead
That's what I said
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