Not Over

All I can say is I'm disappointed
From a very young age you were anointed
Well at least that's what everybody thought
But it turns out all the praise was pointless
You tripping my nigga, you been slipping my nigga
Ever since I left home, long distance my nigga
That's about a decade, where's your vision my nigga?
It's like with failing dawg you been so consistent my nigga

It was me, you, our whole crew at the top of our class
Finish work first, then we get to writing them raps
We was nerds bro, now you claim to fuck with the trap?
And now you bang, claiming gangs, them niggas ain't got your back
And every now and then I get so nervous in the times
Months go by realizing I ain't hear you in a while
Then you post some dumb shit like just freed from being locked
Doesn't really matter though, I'm just glad that you alive

You say you going through shit, and yeah that's true for ya
But I can't be the one to make an excuse for ya
'Cause in all actuality who the fuck hasn't?
It's like c'mon dawg I can't be your fucking parent
Reminding you to keep your ass on the right track
Thought it'd be better finding out you're moving with your dad
'Cause he was strict, but ironically he gave you freedom
Looks like staying with your mom was what you really needed
Damn

Directing my attention towards somebody else
Expressed to you all the shit that I kept to myself
Times you went behind my back all throughout the years
Nigga I kept a mental note, you thought I couldn't tell?
And it caught you off guard, you wasn't taking it well
Thought you wouldn't get exposed, but dawg I seen the guilt
All on your face, but what happened man? I thought you was a G
Just had to admit it, but of course you would fail

I watched you homie, with all your quote unquote friends
Tell em all how you gon' ride for them 'til the end
Then you come to me with all these damn stories bout them
So in the back of my mind, why should I be a difference?
And you so used to being the leader of niggas
But when me and you connect, you just know that we equal
And that's why I don't see you, ain't around them type of people
Wanna surround myself with love, not motherfuckers that's deceitful

And we got this rivalry, whatever you wanna call it
You'll deny the shit, but you know that it's there regardless
'Specially if we going separate ways with what we started
Both tryna make a name for ourselves as an artist
But I wish you the best, for success man you destined
Just get the fuck away from all them yes-men
You know I'll keep it honest with you, that's no question
Why I'm still here for niggas who showed deception?
I don't get it man

This a little more serious, we family for real
We share the same blood, so tell me what's the deal
If the roles were reversed, dawg how would you feel?
If you was on the rise and I barely appear
But I'm so supportive of some of our peers
I mean I kinda understood it coming up as some kids
But now it's no excuse, we considered as men
Thought we grew out of that phase all throughout the years

And I used to hold grudges, even though I'll always love ya
Sometimes in my mind I used to tell myself fuck ya
If we don't speak, then we don't speak, dawg I ain't losing nothing
But I came to realize the whole time I was fronting
'Cause I wanted you around man, want you to be down and
Tell you like "bro come listen to these sounds man"
Even if you wasn't doing music yourself
The business side, we could've started something from the ground man

But years pass, we're repairing our relationship
Never forget the time I said fuck it and let's go take a trip
Seven hours in the whip, no music playing
Just brothers catching up until we hit our destination
Daytona Beach to bring in 2018
With that nigga Roc, you know we the three kings
This is what we need, it'll be a change it seems
Just hope we never go back to the same thing