Muffled Scream

I'll do like surrealists
Used to (Ah)
But I won't destabilize you (Ah)
'Cause they're the same things
I'm feeling pain
I'm feeling tears pushing
To get out
And I feel tired
They can't wait
I can't get up from the couch
I'm tired
And I don't know why

I feel my heart, quick and strong palpitations

I'm breathing with difficulty
Too much cigarettes mixed anxiety, thinking that anxiety could damage you
Does it give you some anxiety?
But one day I'll scream
Till eardrums crack
I'll throw punches until monuments collapse

I'd go into hibernation for a little while
Then wake up and do nothing for some months
Yeah bu-but the u-universe keeps running
And I'm aware of it
But it's not, not, not
And it's agonizing

The human mind intrigues me
It's fascinating but sometimes it's like a black hole
I don't know how to get out of it
And it's agonizing
I'm 19, I wanna run, but I can't

I'm breathing with difficulty
Too much cigarettes mixed anxiety, thinking that anxiety could damage you
Does it give you some anxiety?
But one day I'll scream
Till eardrums crack
I'll throw punches until monuments collapse

I'll do like surrealists do
And this piece of paper is my canvas
But I won't destabilize you
But I won't destabilize you