Good Habits

Seven times today I've already played it through in my head
And I don't even know anymore
What you're capable of
Going out of my way to stay outside of yours
And I don't even know anymore
The scores you consider unsettled

If any at all

I can't believe it's been longer than I ever knew you
Somehow the sting won't age

Gonna shine today but there's still a place inside of my head
Where everything is like before and I'm a little less shaken
Then it all goes away just to make me hesitate
I'm trying to hold onto what good habits I have left
If any at all
If any at all

I can't believe it's been longer than I ever knew you
Somehow the sting won't age
(At least it comes in waves)
I'll find a way to lose myself
And not find anything
I'm caught in the middle of
Staying in the past
And running quickly

This is not what I'd call progress
It keeps getting clearer to me
This was not supposed to process
As the only thing that I...

I can't believe it's been longer than I ever knew you
Somehow the sting won't age
(At least it comes in waves)
I'll find a way to lose myself
And not find anything
I'm caught in the middle of
Staying in the past
And running quickly