Pity Party

I have so little faith in me
I'm drinking and drinking
Until I can't find my body

Sorry for the mess I left
But we both know
You should have left a long time ago

It's funny how rules change
I won the round but lost the game
I took the blame and won the shame

What if I never let you go
And there's no art or way to do it
But I'm fucked if I ever let you know

I ran away without my dignity
I could have stolen bliss
But that wasn't meant for me
I could have sworn I was better

It's not that easy
I'll keep on looking for love
In places you'll never be

Some of my memories are blurry
Most of my bitterness has faded
And now I'm greeted by my sympathy

I have trouble writing down
The words I once knew how to sing
Like that circus and the broken clown

One less for the road
I'm miserably happy
I handle you leaving me
Now better than before

I ran away without my dignity
I could have stolen bliss
But that wasn't meant for me
I could have sworn I was better
It's not that easy
I'll keep on looking for love
In places you'll never be



Credits
Writer(s): Cedric Melancon
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