Permanent Scars(letter to Ijahnae)

Fuck you bitch you left my heart with some permanent scars
I made mistakes and I ain't perfect I'm still learning it dawg
When I was down on my own I had to figure it out
I start smoking so my weed it was healing me now
I told my mom fuck the streets they ain't killing me now
I pray to god on my knees but it's killing me now
I pray to god that my ex bitch is feeling me now
I swear to god there no breathing that's as real as me now

Up thinking of you Ijahnae Ijahnae
Why you had to fly away I cried today
Imma make you proud today proud today
Seen ya mother cry today it's not the same

I done broke so many hearts, cause I aint know what was real
Real friends gone stay don't before I make a mill
I remember when she told me that she love me for real
Then she left me with no heart now I can't even heal
If u ain't love why you lie you don't know how that feel
Keep a 9 by my side I ain't trynna get killed
It will heal over time I ain't stressing for real
Bitches gone tell lies they don't love you for real

Fuck you bitch you left my heart with some permanent scars
I made mistakes and I ain't perfect I'm still learning it dawg
When I was down on my own I had to figure it out
I start smoking so my weed it was healing me now
I told my mom fuck the streets they ain't killing me now
I pray to god on my knees but it's killing me now
I pray to god that my ex bitch is feeling me now
I swear to god there no breathing that's as real as me now

If you envy lmk say that shit with ya chest
And don't cry when I snap and send a clip at ya chest
You don't love me why you lie cause you wouldn't had left
Ijahnae why you die man I feelin depressed
I been hurt so many times because I'm real as it gets

I remember being broke but I sure wasn't poor
I was writing on my phone and use my phone to record
Man I give a bitch my heart and then she rip in 4
Told my momma imma win imma winner forsure
1 time for aunt steph cause I miss you some more
Ijahnae you the best imma miss you forsure
But imma go and make proud and spit my pain and record
Got aunt jazz if with me then I'm here to support

Fuck you bitch you left my heart with some permanent scars
I made mistakes and I ain't perfect I'm still learning it dawg
When I was down on my own I had to figure it out
I start smoking so my weed it was healing me now
I told my mom fuck the streets they ain't killing me now
I pray to god on my knees but it's killing me now
I pray to god that my ex bitch is feeling me now
I swear to god there no breathing that's as real as me now



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Writer(s): Zamire Kennedy
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