Hypnosis

Heart filled with a lot of pain
From a young age, started doing drugs just to maintain
No cocaine, I'm talkin' 'bout the Mary Jane
Demons crawling over my back and they leaving bloodstains
Lately it's been kinda hard for me to stay focused
Like abracadabra my mind is stuck in hypnosis
And if you ain't notice, I'm trying to go unnoticed
'Cause all this bullshit talk 'bout Bully did that
Bully did this, Bully ain't struggle he rich
You don't know about struggle 'til you raise six kids
Ask my momma 'cause she did it herself
With no one to help
Show respect when you talk to the queen
Show respect when you talk to the queen, if not then off with your bean
Show respect when you talk to the queen, if not then off with your bean
Show respect when you talk to the queen, if not then off with your bean
Show respect when you talk to the queen, if not then off with your bean

My head lookin' like a world war
Please be careful what you die for
'Cause every moment is a moment you can cry for
Stick to the plan, not a bitch, you a man, they gon' see you as an eyesore
I'm always sober but I can't focus
I can see you even blindfolded
You're insecure about yourself, so you hide behind the crowd so they won't notice
To be approved is the true motive
Listen, I still have love cards on my shelf
But in this world no one got you like you got yourself
My own father was another one
He left a home, left a wife, left a kid, and he went to have another son
And that's a sad case
I wonder if his mindset was in a bad place
And now my bag empty, I ran out of fucks to give
And that's the story, of how I payed the price to live, what