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And the leaf falls in your hair
So I pick it out
And somehow i will hold this doubt
That I'll be without satisfaction
Cause i knew all along
I wasn't good enough
Standing so vulnerably strong

But soft lies beneath all the tough
Beneath the sky
Somewhere in the middle of
You and I
Someone will flush
And separate the world from us apart

Well, I wish I had secondhand smoke
Cause when I see you I choke
See the bear and poke
The river is the place where my heart broke

So again and again
I stand at the banks
Thinking that maybe beneath the bridge is where I lay
And
I will lay beneath the bride and hope to hide
As he calls my name because he wanted a taste of you
And I'll be forgotten and you will die ill

Without a feeling to fulfill
For you've experienced them all except love
Well, it hurts to be ballbusted
Now I know what you went through
And I knew you could always be trusted but somehow i figured you'd kill me

The first time I got jealous
The second depressed
The third one hurt so much
The fourth could mean less
The fifth was a mistake and now i digress
But maybe this heartbreak is the reason why I'm blessed

Why am I so obsessed
I can't seem to sleep anymore because of stress
And the fact that every other person makes me fucking pissed
Yet somehow I find that you add to this