An Apology from Me to You

There's times where I've messed it up
Lost some people, their mouths shut
I know I deserve the cut
And it's quite hard to earn back trust

I'm done with pity parties
And treating sweet souls like zombies
I could pour apologies
But that won't mean a single thing

I've been changing
I was shaken
Never wanted to cause aching
I've been growing
Sins are cleansing
But there's still some steps to be taken

It's like I'm floating in the air
You can push me, it is fair
And if you need me I'm there
I can show you I care

There are things that I'll never live down
They seem to reappear when alone with no sound
Wanna runaway from everybody in town
I ain't tryna get involved with another rebound

There are things that I'll never live down
They seem to reappear when alone with no sound
Wanna runaway from everybody in town
I ain't tryna get involved with another rebound

I don't know how long I can go on
When everything I do, drags that guilt for so long

I could use some honesty
When you don't really vibe with me
Self care ain't an evil thing
When it means you'll get a better me

I'mma get up off my chair
To stop drowning in deep despair
I know that I'm self aware
So I'mma go and grow out there
I could say I'm sorry only about
Another thousand times
But actions over broken records
Truly show you all my shine

All you need is light
And everything will be alright
All you need is light
And everything will be alright

If I showed you my heart
Would we grow apart
True love is hard to start
Easy to fall apart

There are things that I'll never live down (By chance, do you know)
They seem to reappear when alone with no sound (Why my heart)
Wanna runaway from everybody in town (Won't grow)
I ain't tryna get involved with another rebound

There are things that I'll never live down (I'm indecisive)
They seem to reappear when alone with no sound
Wanna runaway from everybody in town
I ain't tryna get involved with another rebound

(I'm indecisive, if I showed you my heart)