Just for the Thrill

It sets in
A flash of heat
My burning feet
And I run
To the sink
Before I faint
This is the third time
This week

And I feel
So close to death
With my hopes and regrets
Laid out
One by one

And I'm getting tired of this
Uncertainty when I hit
It's like a flash, a spark
Shot in the dark
I only see stars

It happens over
And over again
You'd think I'd
Take the hint
You'd think I'd be
Better for it

But

It's like I'm sinking under water
With my feet on the ground
It's like I'm choking on nothing
But I can't make a sound
It's like a rush I don't think
Will ever end
My heart is racing
And it's only just begun

I'm taking steps
I'm learning
To better myself
Instead of hurting
Just for the thrill

I never felt so full
I never felt so capable

I always felt so miserable
And I'd never make the call
Because

It's only just begun

I feel alive
When I close my eyes
Just to pass time



Credits
Writer(s): Sam Fassler
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