Perfectionist

I've been living off of the things they talk about me
I've been leaving all of the things they spread about me
I've been trying to keep the nonsense out of my self-conscience
I've been trying to keep my thoughts away by being busy

'Cause I'm just trying to survive
I'm just trying to live my life but hey, I can't really say all the things I wanna say
Unless I wanna survive
I'm just trying to be me
I'm just trying to be free
Oh why do I leave my house trying to be somebody else?

I'm not perfect
I'm not worth it
If I keep my act up, they won't suspect a thing
Woah
I'm not perfect
I'll just forfeit myself
If I wear or say the wrong thing they'll just judge me
I'm a perfectionist
I'm a perfectionist
Woah woah

Gimme a call and I won't answer
Don't know what to say
Omg I'm gonna mess up my stupid answers
There's too much on the line to say
But I know there's nothing really much else to do
At this point, I've got to choose who I wanna be and who I need to be

'Cause I'm just trying to survive
I'm just trying to live my life but hey, I can't really say all the things I wanna say
Unless I wanna survive
I'm just trying to be me
I'm just trying to be free
Oh why do I leave my house trying to be somebody else?

I'm not perfect
Trying to be worth it
It hurts thinking that I can't even be the person that I wanna be
Woah
I'm not perfect
Don't know what to call it
Honestly, I know I wish I had someone else I gotta be
Woah

I'm a perfectionist
I'm a perfectionist
Woah
I'm a perfectionist
I'm a perfectionist
Woah woah

I'm not perfect
Trying to be worth it
If I act up, they'll suspect something
Oh I'm not perfect
Oh I'll just forfeit myself
If I wear or say the wrong thing they'll just judge me
Cause I'm a perfectionist



Credits
Writer(s): Fiona Marie Formaran
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