Clara With a K (feat. Meghan Irving)

I wrote a song about my feelings for ya
Fell on deaf ears, feeling like ya disappointed
This one is for that couple, the one screwed me over
I guess a happy ever after wasn't in that order
Need me a happy ending, can only tip a quarter
Another smokey mirror Klara waiting across the border
A foreign artisan, blowing smoke on a cafes corner
Hate when woman smoke, but she aint got an odor
Talking Nietzsche, Immanuel Kant, while she sipping Folgers
My homie said she like me, I act like I aint notice
I gotta play it cool, cuz iron sharpen iron
I only wanna be her peace, to me she feel like Zion
Tryna wait it out, and she got a man
It's hard when you like a woman, to try and be her friend
They say I'm way too patient, my friends don't understand
I never come between, pun intended I wait until the end

It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, feelings like life don't mean a thing
It ain't over til you call me by name
For once, see me as I am and not another fling
It ain't over til you say you did me wrong
If you just a ignus fatus, then just another song
It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, so ima let Meghan do her thing

Why did you, how could you, why did you, why did you have to hurt me
How could you, why would you, I thought, I thought that you were worth it
I felt so, you made me feel, you made me feel like I'm worthless
Why did you, how could you, why did, I know I don't deserve this!

Kevin was like a brother, kinda a nihilist
To him, I thought nothing mattered, he'd get politely pissed
We used to laugh and argue, bout how life don't make sense
Then he stabbed me in the back and whispered no offense
He knew Klara like I did, dame from the first verse
They had these annoying ass debates, malignant shit like words
Pronunciation, and proper use, it kinda gave em mirth
They vibe was different, figured it couldn't hurt
Kevin and I go back, to be safe I asked him straight
You know I like this Klara chick, you tryna penetrate
He denied attraction, said she was like his sis
She had a boyfriend, but they split and so I had my chance
We did an early dinner, and that led to a dance
Which led to her bed, discussing our stance
We moved a little too quickly, we should take it slow
I acquiesced, and the next day she ignored my call

It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, feelings like life don't mean a thing
It ain't over til you call me by name
For once, see me as I am and not another fling
It ain't over til you say you did me wrong
If you just a ignus fatus, then just another song
It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, so ima let Meghan do her thing

Why did you, how could you, why did you, why did you have to hurt me
How could you, why would you, I thought, I thought that you were worth it
I felt so, you made me feel, you made me feel like I'm worthless
Why did you, how could you, why did I, I know I don't deserve this!

What, happened next, well, I was kinda vexed
Thought I, was finding love, stead, I just got this text
Like I, think we should talk, about what happens next
So we, arranged to meet, so then, we finally met
Like, let's just be friends, I hope, you can respect
I don't, feel connected, I feel, that this would be best
So, how do you feel, have, anything to ask?
Nah, I think that I'm good, so I'ma, go and step
Cool, so I kick it with Kevin, and I'm complaining
Really I'm in my feelings, what could she be saying
We seem to be on a wavelength, what could disrupt that
Kevin looked at me sadly, then delivered the facts
He and Klara were dating, since the night I left
Kevin confessed his feelings, and Klara she acquiesced
They knew they should've told me, but knew I'd be upset
So yeah, that's the story I had to get it off my chest

It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, feelings like life don't mean a thing
It ain't over til you call me by name
For once, see me as I am and not another fling
It ain't over til you say you did me wrong
If you just a ignus fatus, then just another song
It aint over til the fat lady sing
But she gone now, so ima let Klara do her thing