I Never Feel Alright

Really unhappy
But I don't know why
See people my age out living life
While I stay inside
My mom doesn't get it
But she hears me cry
I told her tomorrow, I'll be okay
But she knows I lie

If I could
Find a way out of this world right now
If the pain in my brain would disappear right now
If I was anybody else, would I be here right now?

If I could bottle up instead of breaking down
Maybe I'd be strong enough to leave this house
If I didn't walk away, would you be here right now?

Oh I'm alone
I did it all again
And I know
That people go through shit
But fuck you for saying one step at a time
And fuck you for saying that I'd be alright

Still alone
Not getting easier
So just go
Don't wanna hear these words
Fuck you for saying one step at a time
'Cause I always try but I never feel alright

Na na, I never feel alright
Na na, I never feel alright
Na na, I never feel alright

I'm drowning in sadness
When I know how to swim
It's like I'm comforted by the feeling of
My lungs getting thin
It's not getting better
I just want to cry
I don't wanna spend my whole damn life
Wanting to die

If I could
Find a way out of this world right now
If the pain in my brain would disappear right now
If I was anybody else, would I be here right now?

If I could bottle up instead of breaking down
Maybe I'd be strong enough to leave this house
If I didn't walk away, would you be here right now?

Oh I'm alone
I did it all again
And I know
That people go through shit
But fuck you for saying one step at a time
And fuck you for saying that I'd be alright

Still alone
Not getting easier
So just go
Don't wanna hear these words
Fuck you for saying one step at a time
'Cause I always try but I never feel alright

Na na, I never feel alright
Na na, I never feel alright
Na na, I never feel alright



Credits
Writer(s): Capri Anderson, Alicia Stamkos
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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