First Time This Is the Last Time

Why am I the one that's bleeding
I'm the one that's always sick
I'm the only one that's feeling
I'm so tired of the guilt
I don't know why I still take this
Why do I still give a fuck?
You saying things will be so different
And it's why I feel so stuck

I'm running away
I'm running away this time

Holding onto all the things you say
Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away
'Cause your actions don't
Not the first time, and won't be the last time
It's so hard for me to let it go
'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known
But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time

You're a selfish piece of shit
You have nothing to offer
No, you'll never fucking change
And I should have seen the signs
Why don't you look me in the face?
All this hurt you created
I can see it in your eyes
Time to leave this behind

I'm running away
I'm running away this time

Holding onto all the things you say
Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away
'Cause your actions don't
Not the first time, and won't be the last time
It's so hard for me to let it go
'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known
But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time

So convent that you feel safe

You were never there in the first place

Holding onto all the things you say
Is the only thing that keeps me from walking away
'Cause your actions don't
Not the first time, and won't be the last time
It's so hard for me to let it go
'Cause it's the only life that I've ever known
But I swear that this is the first time, it's finally the last time



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Wahmann
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