Weight

I can feel it (You know it)
I didn't miss it
If these walls could talk
I pray I would listen
With these hands
I've tried to build me a castle but I still end up in a dungeon
Back at the low
Limping through all of the pain
Tryna turn nothing into something
And I try to smile and move on with my life but I'm back on my knees
I'm truly a foreigner
I end up bringing it all to the King
I know we got problems and that is the problem
And I've been a problem the problem I see
I'm for the solution and I'm down to do this but what do you do when the problem is me

I done held that weight
All these nights
All the fights
All these lights, yeah
I done held that weight
All these nights
All these fights
All these lights, yeah
I done held that weight
Ohhhhh why, ohhhhh why, ohhhhh why
I done held that weight
On the road
I still go they don't know, yeah
I done held that weight

I can feel it
I didn't miss it
If these walls could talk
I pray I would hear em'
So many nights I go to war when alone with my thoughts
I'm not asking for cushion
Just needing your presence the moment I fall, know that I'm called
I'm running in circles when I go to people but you what I need
My past has been killing me pray that you empty me
I'm on the run but I'm back on my knees
I know we got problems and that is a problem and I've been a problem the problem I see
I'm for the solution and I'm down to do this but what do you do when the problem is me

I done held that weight
All these nights
All the fights
All these lights, yeah
I done held that weight
All these nights
All these fights
All these lights, yeah
I done held that weight
Ohhhhh why, ohhhhh why, ohhhhh why
I done held that weight
On the road
I still go they don't know, yeah
I done held that weight