Hate the Feeling of Anxiety (feat. CapsCtrl)

Stuck up in my mind
Just fiening for that high
Asking for the answers
But all I get is lies
Genie made my wish
All I wanted was to die
Waking up so empty
Man I feel dead inside
Wasn't sleeping right
Popped a pill called it goodnight
And one pop became two till that number became five
Next day had a panic attack
Thought I was gon die

Waking up
Waking up
Panic be filling up my body
Taking puffs
Taking puffs
Cuz I hate the feeling of anxiety
Waking up
Waking up
Panic be filling up my body
Taking puffs
Taking puffs
Cuz I hate the feeling of anxiety

I cope with what I got
So don't you blame me it ain't my fault
Always cherish the closest ones to me
Cuz that's how it's supposed to be
If you was ever there for me
I'm always gon be there for you
Cuz not having nobody is the worst that can happen to u
Lives taken away
Man I'm sick of all this agony
Drugs take you away
To a place considered fantasy
Forgive me for my ways
But I'm just human have some courtesy
Life is just a game
Play the cards right and you're in ecstasy

I'm back and I'm back and I'm back
In the same old place
I Lack and I lack and I lack
Self love is only baste
I'm back and I'm back and I'm back
In the same old place
I Lack and I lack and I lack
Self love is only baste

Stuck up in my mind
Just fiening for that high
Asking for the answers
But all I get is lies
Genie made my wish
All I wanted was to die
Waking up so empty
Man I feel dead inside
Wasn't sleeping right
Popped a pill called it goodnight
And one pop became two till that number became five
Next day had a panic attack
Thought I was gon die