Problem Child

All my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd

Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd
Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd

I had lended you my heart and then you tossed that
All that love up in my heart, baby I lost that
Remember days in junior high, contemplating and thinking that
Them niggas wouldn't switch sides, but I don't know why I bought that
And ever since I lost my trust I been fighting some demons
And ever since I lost my granny, lately I been thinking
It's time to make a change, break away from everything
Swerve into a different lane
But I can't because of all this pain
So when she died, I started rapping to relieve my pain
I think I made the right decision, it was not the same
The opps was tryna rock with me, but I don't trust the fake
And everybody went switching sides, I'm thinking shit gon never change
And I was so confused, I thought I lost myself
I had to do shit on my own cuz I ain't have no help
And I was stressing it was fucking with my mental health
I only rock with THS, I trust nobody else

Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd
Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd
Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd

The night I told my mama I had suicidal thought
She had this pain inside her eyes, and this I never saw
Depression in my head, it was eating me up
I had to fight another day, I couldn't self destruct
I had to stop myself from crying, ain't no giving up
When all I needed was attention, I was out of luck
And when my favorite person left me, I was really stuck
Alayah Vogel, she the realist, only girl I love
And not to mention when I met her, had me catching feelings
We had our differences to start, so I was catching villains
I fell in love, my homies told me I was really tripping
But I ain't meet up to her standards so I guess I'm chilling
I made it out the storm, I got a troubled past
They tried to take my dream, the only thing I had
And I'ma move on with my life, I really hope it last
I'm looking foward to 2020, ain't no looking back

Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd
Cuz all my life I been a problem child
And you can see it in my eyes, the way they broke me down and drove me wild
It's been a while since I had a smile
That fake love they gave me turned me to a loner, I ignore the crowd