Way Too Long

I'm on my own now
Cause I was waiting way too long now
I missed my chance to come and get you
I missed my chances to be with you damn

And now you've been stuck on my mind
And honestly I thought I'd get you in time
Today I'm looking for a way to rewind
Cause though I tried I can not leave you behind
I really think you took a part of my soul
I been really trying to figure it out
I been going out at night in the cold
Staying busy trying to drown it all out
You say you could see the pain in my eyes
Don't tell me that you feeling bad for me now
Honestly I wish that you would ignore it
There's a reason I ain't say it out loud
Depression building so I pick up the pace
I'm getting high so I could stay off the ground
I can't imagine seeing the look on your face
If you knew how I'm out here living right now

I'm on my own now
Guess I was waiting way too long now
I missed my chance to come and get you
I missed my chances to be with you
Said I'm on my own now
Guess I was waiting way too long now
I missed my chance to come and get you
I missed my chances to be with you

They telling me I should have patience
And things tend to just fall in line
See I take a breathe and get anxious
Honestly it's getting hard to be fine
It's hard to focus when your heart on the line
See I pretend I got the heart of a lion
I write about it like it's part of the grind
Exposing myself to the point that I'm crying
It's scary when you feel a pleasure in dying
It's scarier when they ain't seeing the signs
But you just wanting to be free in your mind
When it comes to it they're deaf and they're blind
Or they just use it as another excuse
To bash a disease that is plaguing the youth
Acting like this is something we choose
All because it doesn't make sense to you

I'm on my own now
Guess I was waiting way too long now
I missed my chance to come and get you
I missed my chances to be with you damn
Said I'm on my own now
Guess I was waiting way too long now
I missed my chance to come and get you
I missed my chances to be with you



Credits
Writer(s): Jeremiah Castillo
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