Stress and Fear

What if I never woke up again?

Tune is a doctor
Tune is a doctor
Tune is a doctor

As the curtains close
I long to draw you close
Open and exposed
The happy ending for hoes
But that's not how the story goes
But before I deal with those
Hold me like you do when we're alone
We walking back to the car
We see it it's not that far
Me holding these lab notes
While you hold a work of art
Press my keys the doors unlock
You pack up I look and watch
And that's when I hear footsteps creeping up on the block

Oh shit
I just got caught slipping and the demons had the big sticks
They started shooting at my head I hit the deck quick
Unsheathe my sword but I was too slow
First shot hit my wrist
Second third and fourth got me in the chest now blood is all I spit
Dying again
Thought I killed all the demons laughing inside of my head
I'm dying again
Repaint the pavement in shades of bloody red
I'm dying again
Losing my breath almost feels like I'm drowning again
But fuck it I'm dying again
Gotta wake up
Thought this dream would never end
Yea you thought bitch
But we came back
With a mac ten had your whole back bent
Like a pretzel now it spells "the end"
Send your ass back to the AM
Woke ass bitch can't handle darkness
Thought you could slay your demons?
Wake the fuck up

I feel anger
I feel like
I spent so much time
Waiting
Hoping for something to happen
Sooner and sooner
And while I was expecting it to be sooner
It ended up happening later
And I have to be ok with that
And I'm angry that I have to be ok with that
Cuz I don't wanna be ok with that
Cuz I want it to happen how I expected it to happen
I planned for it to happen
I thought it was gonna happen
I thought it would just exist how I expected it to exist
And it didn't
And I have to be ok with that
Because it doesn't have to
And I wanted to just
I just wanted to get
I just wanted to
get something I wanted today
Because every other day I didn't get what I wanted
And I just wanted one day where I got exactly what I wanted
And I just still didn't get it
And that's ok
And I have to be with that

What if I never woke again?

Every artist I relate to the most
They're all dead
It's not fair
That's why I can't leave my own bed
Cuz they're all dead
It's no fair

God's not fair
Never been fair
God's not fair
Never been fair
God's not fair
Never been fair
God's not fair
Never been fair

Every artist I relate to the most
They're all dead
It's not fair
That's why I can't leave my own bed
Cuz they're all dead
It's no fair



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Writer(s): Adedotun Albert-ojeikere
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