Big 18

Homie now fucking 18
Flow getting so fucking mean
Trying to get in shape so I'm eating greens
Why though cause its fucking good for me
Getting good with these fucking raps
Didn't even need no fucking class
Wasn't good with this shit in the fuckin' past
Until I kept writing on the fucking pad
I've been bumping into a lot of snakes
Niggas be tripping when they get replaced
You should of never even went fake
You need to fuck off and have a nice day
Went out of your motherfucking league
You need to stop fucking telling me
Who I cannot not fucking be
I am not no motherfucking machine
For you to be controlling bitch I'm not weak
Already got me over 100 degrees
When I'm talking stop speaking over me
So many dark things I need my rosary
This is sickness
That you have to witness
Give em a crazy flow now they want to pictures
Yo ex wanted me to come this Christmas
She got mad cause I never attended
Man I've been out here fucking chasin' hoes
Sike I will never fucking chase those
Got the rhymes I'm going fucking beast mode
Rap shit I play the with no cheat codes
All this shit that I had to make
Only so much I could fucking take
Risk it all to go get that cake
Cause without the dough
It's gonna be hard to bake
I ain't got no fucking patience
All these problems that I've been facing
Alot of progress that I've been making
Was blind to the problems now I'm just awaken
Negative shit I'm trying to avoid it
It's easy for me to fucking destroy it
All I have to do is write one damn sentence
To release all this fucking tension
I ain't been myself lately
I feel like life is getting crazy
I had to give myself some distance
Just to cool off and clear my vision
Every year I try to evolve
People want to see me have evil thoughts
I don't want to act like a boss
Cause I know what it feels like to take a loss
Exes trying to get my attention
Thinking that I'm their fucking best friend
Only took them a couple seconds
Realizing that I never fucking meant it
Try to lie which I could see through
Body language I could fucking read you
I don't have to express it
Cause your mind I could fucking sense it
I don't want to hear no excuses
Don't start saying no type of bullshit
Catch you in a lie till' fucking proven
You come up with your own damn solution
I don't care if you get pissed
Say the same damn lie then I will dipped
Tired of the lies but it is what it is
I don't got time for no lying bitch